yesterday was the ultimate



oh wait. the other day was the ultimate.
oh no. maybe tomorrow will be the ultimate.
and it goes on.
its like a really bad chain reaction/ cycle




and when one day
i'll look back i will recognize the fear i had for you.
that same anger in your eyes.



and fear was not even suppose to exist between us
beneath the bitter sweet layer..




and thats a sad sad sad sad situation.



and for right now,im jaded.
ahhh... dats the word. jaded. with no feelings.for anything.nothing.







shit. i was supposed to talk about vivo city. and friends.and the fun.but...im tired.
and the other day i seoul garden-ed with the best friends. pics will be uploaded. later? tomorrow?
and im really2222 worn out.
muzikarama rehearsals..
so yeah.



goodnight everyone.
sweet dreams.
sleep tight.
dont let the bed bugs bite.



asmida.
you are a strong girl
and you gotta learn to be a lil bit more independent.
you cant depend on people all the time
you gotta learn to take the MRT.
and stop being such a baby on board the train.
dont wimp when they push you. push them back
you gotta find your own way girl, no one's gonna help you anymore.
and you gotta know which platform to board.
andddd you always get lost at j.e, trying to remember which door to exit from
imm or j.e entertainment center?
and the other day at clementi, you actually worked your way out saying 'excuse me' to the door but the wrong door. which obviously will not open coz its the other door which you are supposed to use. you know how stupid you look asmida. and your own friend laughed at you. and i think he thinks you're a fool.
hahahhahahahaha.
you're 17 for god's sake.
ok not funny.




night.